Rapid Fire Dreams

I'm still alive....

I'm sorry it's been nearly 2 months since my last post. Things have been very hectic in my life, and not hectic good... Health Scares and surgery for my dad, betrayed by yet someone else I thought cared about me (Someone that's been part of my life for 20 years), the birth of a son I wanted but who's not mine, I've lost my home to forclosure, and then, this weekend topped the cake.

Over the years, I've helped many friends move. The other week, I emailed the ones I felt I could count on to repay the favor, since I'm all alone now. I know the email went out, as I did have a few replies about being out of town for the holiday weekend (As expected). And, I could see in their replies, the names of everyone I sent it to. But, I did not get back a single offer to help... yesterday morning, it was just me, my fathers Tahoe/trailer and a pair of handtrucks. Three loads to storage, and so much more to do.